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A blitzkrieg gospel of Love & Light - A reformation revival revolution. European national-patriotic church - the  last resistance.


Poems in english and norwegian

 

I decided to post some poems here by demand as they made my friends cry.

 

 

 

my heart has stopped and my throat is dry

 

 

 

i´ve smoked to much always getting high

 

 

 

thrown out of school that wasnt cool

 

 

 

I failed everywhere but I didnt care

 

 

 

cause I met no girl had no heart to share

 

 

 

begone torment left alone

 

 

 

 

 

even though im depressed

 

 

 

i´ill be like the rest

 

ive tried

 

i cannot run and hide

 

 

 

even though im alone

 

although ive never shone

 

ill try

 

cause time´s passing by

 

 

 

ive felt many a tears

 

a hundred lonesome year

 

falling

 

never heard them calling

 

 

 

from so long ago

 

arriving at the show

 

to tired

 

fading every night

 

 

 

lonesome sun again

 

the sleeping never end

 

begone

 

they fucked me all along

 

 

 

shattered broken pride

 

we´re hiding from the light

 

thats gone

 

ill never be the one

 

 

 

What to say or do

 

i´ll never be known to you

 

alone

 

prowling, so alone

 

 

 

even though im depressed

 

and my heart ripps through my chest

 

ill die

 

never having said goodbye

 

 

 

they´re laughing as he goes

 

they´re stepping on his toes

 

cruel world

 

in which he´s hurled

 

 

 

they never cared

 

they never stopped

 

what the fuck

 

eternal mock

 

 

 

I never had friends

 

they never called

 

so gay

 

I threw it all away

 

 

 

the feelings have stopped

 

a shameless heart

 

filled up

 

so bad I wanna.. puke!

 

 

 

(take off)

 

 

 

...

 

 

 

Never belong

 

 

 

again I felt like I´ll never belong

 

again I felt like I´ll never escape

 

and that is why i´m writing this song

 

cause my heart´s are all raped

 

 

 

There came a day I walked away

 

cause everyone else had led me astray

 

and once again i´m gone, alone

 

out to the woods, away from my home

 

 

 

the thunder cracked, and my heart was sacked

 

lonesome, lost in a fucking shack

 

out by myself i thought they would leave

 

instead they came on the wind as their steed

 

 

 

up from the earth and out through the sky

 

my heartfelt issues they sacked as I cried

 

who then came, like a ghost to the woods

 

I heard a wind, but saw no hoods

 

what they then spoke, I never can tell

 

all I´ll say is I wanted to yell

 

but silence was all i could muster that time

 

and I made it out, i survived - to drink wine

 

 

 

Everything that begins will end

 

eternity now is where I´ll spend

 

regretting I just could´t speek those words

 

that blew me right off the chart with hurts

 

 

 

I learned we do what is echoes of woe

 

Forgotten winds of the misteltoe

 

What love there was left now left from my chest

 

I walked back alone, I will never be home

 

 

Jellyfish

 

Im feeling like a jellyfish with stinging arms lost in the sea

 

a lonesome man no guiding hand longing for the sun to see

 

he´s wishing all his life away, he´s hoping they would set me free

 

going far deep under with my tentacles all stretched out in sea

 

 

 

 

 

He´s floating in vast darkness so deep, the abyss seams so very, very steep

 

He´s floating there forever more, he cannot walk to settle the score i weep

 

He cannot see, a plancton is he, a big one yes but never free - alone

 

The sun still shines he knows it not, he cannot whine, a dot alone in the sea

 

 

 

above me theres a lovely day beyond that blue vast sea of emotions

 

I´m following the current and I´m burrowing my heart with solutions

 

luring all the fishes to my beauty colored braids of my hair

 

while the sun above me stings my tentacles stings more - just as fair

 

 

 

den ville kveld bar med seg en skatt

 

en uhørt røst den i den kalde natt

 

ble båret hen ut i morgengry

 

på englers vinger hans sjel måtte fly

 

 

 

En vakker morgen idet fuglene sang

 

i sommers varme det var en gang

 

en venn av meg skulle starte et band

 

han skulle synge for kristiansand

 

 

 

vi skålet og feiret for han hadde just flyttet

 

fra gale foreldre, på ham aldri lyttet

 

og freden han fant samme natt han forsvant

 

jeg håper det er sant at Guden ham vant

 

 

 

du gjorde selv alt fet grunnarbeid,

 

og mekket et studio så raskt i en fei

 

og alle sørget for din sjel som så gikk

 

når du aldri oppfylle dine drømmers strev fikk

 

 

 

 

 

du måtte på vei til et lysere land

 

men var alltid grei her i kristiansand

 

alltid du smilte, og jentene dånet

 

du herjet, du levde, og alltid du rånet

 

 

 

trist, så trist du farte bort den kveld

 

vi skulle så gjerne ha sagt deg farvel

 

leit, så leit at du måtte dra selv

 

vi leve vil for deg tusen takk likevel

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

we´ll never be able to sing or play that song

 

but we sung together the night you died too young

 

we´ll never be able to fucking hit that bong

 

I finished your song, I´m sad it took me too long

 

 

 

Verses

 

We´ll never be able to see each other again

 

and you even honored me as your best friend

 

that was before our friendship grew cold

 

but then i met you the night your eyes rolled

 

 

 

you never got up on that following day,

 

there were many things that i wanted to say

 

we blessed you all night, and you went on your way

 

and now you must rest, in your grave ever lay

 

 

 

We´ll never be able to laugh again

 

I allways remember your face my friend

 

we had some good times, but rememberance is sad

 

especially when I heard your dad went mad

 

 

 

i planted a tree, as i promised to you

 

to set you free, cause my promise was true

 

may you live forever in the blossoming shade

 

of the forest of elves where your gravestone is laid

 

 

 

i remember you always when i smoke that joint

 

where we played together at our meetingpoint

 

i´ve missed to call a good friend like you

 

may you forever fly under skies so blue

 

 

 

RIP Cato

 

rest in peace brother!

 

Forever friends -

 

may your memory be blessed

 

 

 

 

 

Lonely heart

 

 

 

a lonesome beaten broken heart

 

will take it´s place it´s time to start

 

I shared no dream, I walked alone

 

I never cared, I never shone

 

 

 

A thousand miles a lonely road

 

I always prayed, my hands were fold

 

I kissed the earth, I loved the skies

 

but time would pass, it left me by

 

 

 

no love for me, I came to believe

 

I hated myself, my life aint free

 

I walked away, my eyes can´t see

 

I will regret, and never bee

 

 

 

I said goodbye, my heart was fried

 

I went away, to run and hide

 

I found a place to stay and shook

 

that tent while you just ran amuck

 

 

 

I met you there, the sandy shore

 

a jewish girl, I longed for more

 

You came into my heart that night

 

you gave me peace took all my fright

 

 

 

you came you taught you showed the way

 

for all those thousand times I prayed

 

I never thought you´d go away

 

I have regretts I should have stayed

 

 

 

I see them but they feel

 

i´m nothing but an eel

 

sliding through their trial

 

giving them their heil

 

 

 

the call me just a rat

 

i´d hit them with a bat

 

I see them, what they feel

 

an eagle is no eel

 

my friend

 

 

 

going for their goal to prowl

 

it´s written in my soul to howl

 

I see them I am near, I fear

 

But me they cannot ever hear

 

 

 

Bridge or something

 

(A worthless fucking family

 

whom think they´re always calling me

 

they never cared they never spared

 

the fucking bitches (swearing in french))

 

 

Død

 

Frossne bladet.

 

Livet så vakkert.

 

Duggen i morgensol.

 

Slukker min sjel

 

Livet så mørkt.

 

Solen så rød.

 

Hvorfor så vakkert.

 

Tilgitt.

 

Forsvinn bort i støvet

 

Langt bort ifra omverden

 

Mere enn nå

 

var alltid for litet

 

 

 

 

 

Livet så mørkt

 

Seks fot under

 

d under løvet

 

molden så svart

 

 

 

Epletreet står ensomt i hagen

 

all frukt er fallen

 

og bladene frossne

 

det som ei var

 

ble alltid for mye

 

og ingen kom til mennesket

 

alene

 

 

 

langt bort ifra omverdenen en gård

 

omgitt av fjell i lyse farger, som strekker seg høyt oppimot solen

 

en utslitt vandrer vandrer enn

 

fem hundre mil ifra solen

 

i dype dalers uendelighet

 

vil han noengang nå frem

 

 

 

Fra skogens land til en fremmed strand

 

han vandret ned i oppgjørets time

 

Lyshåret stolthet under regnbuens farger

 

fra havets rand til kraterets rygg

 

knuget, ikke knust

 

 

 

 

 

Fra sorte sorgs uendelig dal

 

til høye fjellets rike sal

 

i menneskekamp for liv og fred

 

for alt jeg engang vant og led

 

et kirkeskip på vei mot høst

 

det lider enn, har ingen trust (fund)

 

og i sin glemte vakkre last

 

du finner meg stakkars låst fast

 

jeg hører rop, jeg ser på krig

 

men i min mast jeg leder flid

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Som når tusen åkre brant:

 

 

 

Som når tusen åkre brant,

 

slik var smerten i mitt hjerte

 

 

 

da jeg savnet deg min venn

 

så nær men likevel så borte

 

 

 

kunne jeg se ditt hjerte

 

dine myke leppers smil

 

 

 

elske din kropp og hjerte

 

men ikke være deg nær

 

 

 

 

 

mitt hjerte flammer opp som glør ifra tusen skår som brant ut

 

i en vakker sommer dag

 

kald og kjølig varm som dine hender lengter etter lyset

 

den vakker sommer dag, som svant raskt ut i vinter

 

 

 

Var det virkelig ett?

 

Var vi to, kjærlek der vi stod

 

 

 

Var det lov eller likevel borte

 

som flammen lengter etter regn

 

 

 

hvor vi gravde et spor en morgen

 

plantet frø men det ryker i åkern

 

 

 

for mitt hjerte´s indre kull,

 

som lengtet etter kjærleik

 

 

 

 

 

tåre-arr som syre svir min henders gniss

 

tåpe røsker tryne de griser inn mitt kiss

 

 

 

hundre ganger nær,

 

og tusen ganger borte

 

hvor er hjertets kjærlighet

 

i lys og håp om nåde